halloween is coming!!!

ok, so i never dress up for halloween, i can only remember doing it once and i had my uncle paint my face and i felt retarded. this year i' thinking about it again. i need ideas and suggestions, so far all i can come up with is the tranny from excuse my beauty but i don't think i can go out without feeling like a complete idiot looking as bad as she does! i mean i pretty much have everything she has got even having the navajo accent. let me know what you think or let me know of any more ideas!

Video of the week!

-song is Million Dollar Bill by Whitney Houston
-lip syncing is by a bunch of homo boys in Asbury Park

i don't think i would have ever given this song a chance if i didn't watch this video. it's now the first song on my playlist and on repeat so i dance/sing to in the shower, getting dressed and undressed, and it makes me feel good! i kinda wished i was the one wearing the scarf on my head and wearing the short shorts. i probably could do it but these legs are to skinny and knot kneed to be showing the world. come to think about it i've danced in front of audiences in pretty much just underwear. maybe i could pull it off! hmmm!

About damn time!

so it's been forever since i had blogged. that's because i feel i been doing so much at the same time i do so little. I'm on the computer a lot, but i never think about blogging so this is another attempt to be better at it. first thing is first, my previous blog was wishful thinking and i totally didnt fulfill that goal. i'll have you know im fatter than ever and im pretty sure im the unhealthiest i have been in my life but i am also at my happiest. the summer was great! started with a trip to cali, wave running in hurricane, and a weekend of staring at cabin walls! im excited for the new season! it means new clothes, and new activities. if only this excitement carried on with cam. so far two three concerts are planned and hopefully more to come.