this is my goal, and probably the one body i can get mine closest to. i actually was gonna post pictures of me but felt to embarrassed. right now im sporting native american couture. its basically what u see in the picture, skinny arms, skinny legs, boob like chest with the stomach of a pig, dotted with countless scars. i hate i hate! im so vulnerable to any kind of critism despite being prepared for it. recently my mom and sisters decided to do a marathon, i have to admit i have my doubts but those girls are still running and looking damn good! it's actually inspired me to begin to work out. never in my life have i ever been this out of shape. when i run my legs arent used to carrying so much weight. what used to an easy 5 mile jog turned into a struggle for even completing the first half mile. so i try my hand at swimming, fat does tend to float better. i struggled in that to and made myself feel like a beached whale excepted i was still in the water. i feel like like i jumped into this workout stuff cold turkey. im trying to eat more healthy and work out almost twice daily. if anyone out there is looking for a work out partner i need the motivation. for now i look at all you skinny twigs with envy!
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