honesty never valued...

so, i somewhat pride myself in trying to be as honest as i possibly can. there are times it has gotten me into trouble but in the end never fails me. i love honesty, i strive for it. i love when people can be honest with me. i dont understand lies and liers, especially amounst your closest friends. i feel a certain amount of security ensures atleast a little bit of loyalty. yet i find an "honest friend" hard to find. why is it ok for them to lie to me, but not ok for me to be honest with them? is my honesty worth nothing? and why is their lying worth everything? keeping secrets and telling lies seems to keep the world from not ending but at the same time honesty ends or crushes a persons world. i feel what keeps a person afloat is to be as honest as you can. admit faltering, but strive to be better. family and friends, honesty has value, try it, it works.